bianca_derevko
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Hi. This is my first fic so sorry if im not really good with the characters.bad spelling, grammar, just please bear with me. Please feel free to give me any comments or suggestions . thanks..
Title: Confessions
Author:Bianca_derevko
Spoilers: This is post ressurection; it will show how Sydney reacts after the whole bank incident. Also what will happen to N/S. S/V. J/I
Summary: The story is in the time frame of the upcoming season 4. The story revolves about the spyfam. Vaughn. Sark.
Disclaimer: I dont own any of the alias characters..i just wish i did. Then i would do everything just to get Lena Olin back. well too bad like i said i dont own them.
I would like to thank Agnes, Leanne and kjrsten for helping me.
A/N:Tell me what you think...haha..im so unsure..
Chapter 1-Confessions
Wittenberg Bank
A million thoughts ran through Sydney Bristow’s mind as she read through the confidential documents of bank account #1062. Her eyes scanned the text frantically as she realized that her whole life has been planned before her.
She could not believe it.
She was being used. Suddenly, a voice—the voice last voice she wanted to hear, spoke from behind her.
“Sydney, you were never supposed to find this,” Jack Bristow said.
She met her father’s eyes searching for regret, betrayal, but she found none. They were the same as always- expressionless, cold. It took a moment before she was able to reply. She had too many questions.
Then, it hit her; Dad knew where I was during that past two years. Is it that hard to save your own daughter? Why would the CIA fund a project to practically program my life? How could he do this to me? To his own daughter? Does he think this is just some game where I’m his pawn? Mom was right. Dad is more loyal to the CIA…than his own family. I just can’t understand how he can do this to me. How he pretended to be innocent while he told me all those things about mom, about how she deceived me. I know what she did but for some reason I just cant bring myself to hate her, after all she my mom. I just can’t take it how he manipulated me into thinking that she completely betrayed me. To think he was doing the exact same thing. How can anyone be so cold? With exact certainty she answered her father.
“You always told me that mom would betray me and it never crossed my mind that you were wrong because I knew you would never do anything to hurt me. I guess I was wrong.”
Sydney fought her tears back. All she could think of was the fact that everyone close to her has betrayed her.
She stormed out of the room without looking at her father.
Jack watched her daughter leave.
What have I done?
Cairo International Airport
The PA system crackled:” Flight # 205435 has arrived from Los Angeles 20 minutes behind schedule.” Over the din of the busy airport
Arvin Sloane glanced at his costume made fossil watch that he asked a contact to make him. It was a device that would scramble the data of the airport databank appearing as if they never arrived in Cairo. He was busy gathering his thoughts that he didn’t notice Nadia was looking directly at him with affection. For the first time he felt the warmth of being loved, that he thought was lost to him when his wife Emily died.
“We need to move, let’s get our luggage.” Nadia said not knowing she interrupting her father’s thoughts.
“We need to stay at the Le Meridian Pyramids Hotel for tonight.”
Nadia answered with a slight nod.
“Were meeting a contact in their coffee shop in 0600 hours, he has Intel regarding the Keystones” he explained.
Nadia couldn't help but think if this was another kind of manipulation for him to get to know her. But he was right. They need to get the keystones before anyone else does. With that she gave him a look of reassurance. And even she didn't know what powers the keystones possessed if they used it. This scared her. But all the same they need to find it.
“Okay, lets go, we haven’t made reservations” She said with a sigh
15 minutes later they headed off to the hotel. When Nadia entered the hotel she noticed that the interior was enchanting, there were columns filled with hieroglyphics from each side of the mantelpiece, it felt as if you were back in time. Of course there were a few exceptions of some lamps and telephones.
Nadia stared around the room even more enchanted with the décor when a suddenly hand tapped her shoulder. She quickly turned around. Seeing that it was only the bellboy giving her keycard, she felt a surge of relief because in this line of work you can never be too careful. In a moment she followed him to her room.
L.A. (CIA HQ)
Sydney passed through the rotunda refusing to look at anyone and didn’t even notice that almost everyone was staring at her. She made her way to Dixon’s office eyes full of suppressed rage. The moment she arrived Dixon stood up looking concerned.
“Syd, are you-?”
“I quit.”
Dixon expected that much. He was briefed by Langley about all this and it hurt him to see that he had no choice but to do this to Sydney. He was just doing his job.
“What happened? You can’t quit. At least not until you finish this mission,” he replied. Showing her blue prints of the church in Roslin. The blueprints showed an underground chamber of some sort with no entrance and exit.
“Your father collected new Intel on where Rambaldi left the-“
Sydney tossed the prints aside and cut him off again.
“Woo. I do not choose to do what was set for me by someone who has controlled my life. I will not do anything that MAN expects of me or what he has trained me to do!” She blazed at him.
“Please, Sydney, I need you here. Once you are done with this one, I understand. You may quit.” He said knowingly
Sydney cut him off again.
“No, Dixon! I already told you I won’t do it!”
“Please Sydney; you must stay”
He knew he couldn’t let her leave. He had orders from Langley that if she quit she would be detained. But seeing the look on Sydney’s face he could see that there was no point in trying to convince her.
Dixon looked skeptical and sighed because he had no other choice, he felt guilt suddenly building up in him, he just couldn’t do this to Sydney but knowing he had no choice he pushed the red button underneath his desk.
“Syd, I’m sorry, there just isn’t another way”
In a matter of seconds five agents came in all directions and surrounded her. She looked around looking for an escape route.
The thought finally hit her; she couldn’t leave the Rotunda without a fight knowing she couldn’t bear to stay any longer. She approached Dixon carefully.
“I’ve changed my mind,” she said in a mere whisper.
At the exact same moment, she seized Dixon’s belt and took his tranquilizer gun. Without thinking, she shot Dixon and the three other agents around her. When she turned around to find the two other. Then a soldier in his early 20’s grabbed her from behind. She had no choice but to fight back she didn’t want anything to do with the CIA anymore.
There just as bad as the covenant. She thought to herself
Then, she used to tranquilizer to hit the soldier’s nose. With the soldier distracted she used her elbows to hit his torso and gave him a kick to the shin.
The soldier whimpered in pain, with one final blow to the jaw and the soldier was knocked out cold. At this point, all she could think of was to escape. Then she realized that she forgot to get to the last soldier when she turned around to find him, a cold feeling suddenly came over her. She reached to the back of her neck and felt that she had been hit. She felt the drug was in effect it was too late, when a sudden pang of guilt came over her she remembered. Vaughn.
[Black out]
Sydney’s Apartment
Ring…ring…
Come on, Syd, please pick up.
As the answering machine beeped Vaughn’s voice can be heard from a distance.
“Syd, Where are you? Call me.” Vaughn was worried. He hasn’t seen her for days he needed to hear her voice he missed her at this point she was the only thing keeping him sane after Lauren’s death ….….
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Thanks for reading
-binx
Title: Confessions
Author:Bianca_derevko
Spoilers: This is post ressurection; it will show how Sydney reacts after the whole bank incident. Also what will happen to N/S. S/V. J/I
Summary: The story is in the time frame of the upcoming season 4. The story revolves about the spyfam. Vaughn. Sark.
Disclaimer: I dont own any of the alias characters..i just wish i did. Then i would do everything just to get Lena Olin back. well too bad like i said i dont own them.
I would like to thank Agnes, Leanne and kjrsten for helping me.
A/N:Tell me what you think...haha..im so unsure..
Chapter 1-Confessions
Wittenberg Bank
A million thoughts ran through Sydney Bristow’s mind as she read through the confidential documents of bank account #1062. Her eyes scanned the text frantically as she realized that her whole life has been planned before her.
She could not believe it.
She was being used. Suddenly, a voice—the voice last voice she wanted to hear, spoke from behind her.
“Sydney, you were never supposed to find this,” Jack Bristow said.
She met her father’s eyes searching for regret, betrayal, but she found none. They were the same as always- expressionless, cold. It took a moment before she was able to reply. She had too many questions.
Then, it hit her; Dad knew where I was during that past two years. Is it that hard to save your own daughter? Why would the CIA fund a project to practically program my life? How could he do this to me? To his own daughter? Does he think this is just some game where I’m his pawn? Mom was right. Dad is more loyal to the CIA…than his own family. I just can’t understand how he can do this to me. How he pretended to be innocent while he told me all those things about mom, about how she deceived me. I know what she did but for some reason I just cant bring myself to hate her, after all she my mom. I just can’t take it how he manipulated me into thinking that she completely betrayed me. To think he was doing the exact same thing. How can anyone be so cold? With exact certainty she answered her father.
“You always told me that mom would betray me and it never crossed my mind that you were wrong because I knew you would never do anything to hurt me. I guess I was wrong.”
Sydney fought her tears back. All she could think of was the fact that everyone close to her has betrayed her.
She stormed out of the room without looking at her father.
Jack watched her daughter leave.
What have I done?
Cairo International Airport
The PA system crackled:” Flight # 205435 has arrived from Los Angeles 20 minutes behind schedule.” Over the din of the busy airport
Arvin Sloane glanced at his costume made fossil watch that he asked a contact to make him. It was a device that would scramble the data of the airport databank appearing as if they never arrived in Cairo. He was busy gathering his thoughts that he didn’t notice Nadia was looking directly at him with affection. For the first time he felt the warmth of being loved, that he thought was lost to him when his wife Emily died.
“We need to move, let’s get our luggage.” Nadia said not knowing she interrupting her father’s thoughts.
“We need to stay at the Le Meridian Pyramids Hotel for tonight.”
Nadia answered with a slight nod.
“Were meeting a contact in their coffee shop in 0600 hours, he has Intel regarding the Keystones” he explained.
Nadia couldn't help but think if this was another kind of manipulation for him to get to know her. But he was right. They need to get the keystones before anyone else does. With that she gave him a look of reassurance. And even she didn't know what powers the keystones possessed if they used it. This scared her. But all the same they need to find it.
“Okay, lets go, we haven’t made reservations” She said with a sigh
15 minutes later they headed off to the hotel. When Nadia entered the hotel she noticed that the interior was enchanting, there were columns filled with hieroglyphics from each side of the mantelpiece, it felt as if you were back in time. Of course there were a few exceptions of some lamps and telephones.
Nadia stared around the room even more enchanted with the décor when a suddenly hand tapped her shoulder. She quickly turned around. Seeing that it was only the bellboy giving her keycard, she felt a surge of relief because in this line of work you can never be too careful. In a moment she followed him to her room.
L.A. (CIA HQ)
Sydney passed through the rotunda refusing to look at anyone and didn’t even notice that almost everyone was staring at her. She made her way to Dixon’s office eyes full of suppressed rage. The moment she arrived Dixon stood up looking concerned.
“Syd, are you-?”
“I quit.”
Dixon expected that much. He was briefed by Langley about all this and it hurt him to see that he had no choice but to do this to Sydney. He was just doing his job.
“What happened? You can’t quit. At least not until you finish this mission,” he replied. Showing her blue prints of the church in Roslin. The blueprints showed an underground chamber of some sort with no entrance and exit.
“Your father collected new Intel on where Rambaldi left the-“
Sydney tossed the prints aside and cut him off again.
“Woo. I do not choose to do what was set for me by someone who has controlled my life. I will not do anything that MAN expects of me or what he has trained me to do!” She blazed at him.
“Please, Sydney, I need you here. Once you are done with this one, I understand. You may quit.” He said knowingly
Sydney cut him off again.
“No, Dixon! I already told you I won’t do it!”
“Please Sydney; you must stay”
He knew he couldn’t let her leave. He had orders from Langley that if she quit she would be detained. But seeing the look on Sydney’s face he could see that there was no point in trying to convince her.
Dixon looked skeptical and sighed because he had no other choice, he felt guilt suddenly building up in him, he just couldn’t do this to Sydney but knowing he had no choice he pushed the red button underneath his desk.
“Syd, I’m sorry, there just isn’t another way”
In a matter of seconds five agents came in all directions and surrounded her. She looked around looking for an escape route.
The thought finally hit her; she couldn’t leave the Rotunda without a fight knowing she couldn’t bear to stay any longer. She approached Dixon carefully.
“I’ve changed my mind,” she said in a mere whisper.
At the exact same moment, she seized Dixon’s belt and took his tranquilizer gun. Without thinking, she shot Dixon and the three other agents around her. When she turned around to find the two other. Then a soldier in his early 20’s grabbed her from behind. She had no choice but to fight back she didn’t want anything to do with the CIA anymore.
There just as bad as the covenant. She thought to herself
Then, she used to tranquilizer to hit the soldier’s nose. With the soldier distracted she used her elbows to hit his torso and gave him a kick to the shin.
The soldier whimpered in pain, with one final blow to the jaw and the soldier was knocked out cold. At this point, all she could think of was to escape. Then she realized that she forgot to get to the last soldier when she turned around to find him, a cold feeling suddenly came over her. She reached to the back of her neck and felt that she had been hit. She felt the drug was in effect it was too late, when a sudden pang of guilt came over her she remembered. Vaughn.
[Black out]
Sydney’s Apartment
Ring…ring…
Come on, Syd, please pick up.
As the answering machine beeped Vaughn’s voice can be heard from a distance.
“Syd, Where are you? Call me.” Vaughn was worried. He hasn’t seen her for days he needed to hear her voice he missed her at this point she was the only thing keeping him sane after Lauren’s death ….….
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Thanks for reading
-binx
